If you could take the hands of time and go back
What would you change?
Would you change meeting me?
Would you erase me?
Or would you keep me, as I am?
If I had the power to go back
What would I change?
Would I change meeting you?
Would I erase you?
Or would I keep you here, with me?
The answer is obvious to me
I would keep you here
Forever
The way you’re supposed to be,
With me
But is your choice the same as mine?
Do you want to be with me?
Forever?
The way I want to be
Just You and Me.
The pain
I can feel it in my heart
You say we’ll be together soon enough
I can’t wait much longer
My heart melts when I talk to you
The pain
I can feel it in my soul
It’s been too long since I’ve seen you
I can’t be without you
My soul shatters when I feel your love
The pain
I can feel it in my mind
I know I will see you soon
I can’t survive without your touch
My mind yearns for you
The one thing I wish, is for you to be happy
I want to see you smile
All I ever see is you frowning
I see you upset
I see you hurt
I feel your pain
All I ever see is you wishing
Why can’t those wishes come true?
I began to fly
Into the hidden sky
The angels love says goodbye
With the angels last sinking sigh
The feathers fall around me
The magic, can no longer be
I did all this, so you could see
But now, neither of us are free
We are two halves of one
We will never come undone
Our love has just begun
The angel holds her
They are both sure
Together they are pure
He takes her hand
Together, they take their stand
They kiss
The gunshots pour down, but miss
Loves light protects them
People pass me
People think they can see
But who am I?
I could tell you
Then I have to take you through what I’ve been through
See my face?
Not a trace
Just my mask
To see behind complete a task
Befriend me
Defend me
Don’t pretend to be
You tell me to leave
The tears on your sleeve
I don’t want to disappear
Im left with only fear
That I won’t see you once more
You drift away like seashells on the shore
I want you here next to me
If only you could see
The angels sing,
Of what the devil shall bring
The future may never be found
The past can’t even make a sound
Friends live on
While our enemies are gone
…
He’s following along
Never stopping
Hunting his prey
His footsteps ringing behind you, like a gong
Along he’s hopping
Stalking you all day
I won’t allow him to follow
Your friends will protect you
No matter what
In your misery you wallow
You think he will take you
Not if we have a say in that
He can’t get you, if we are there
You tell us how he touched you, it won’t happen anymore
Your friends are here
He’s always there, at you he stares
No more fear for you, anymore
My dear
If he keeps it up
He won’t last much longer
Not with us around
We might beat him to a pulp
And with each hit you grow stronger
Our fists will pound…
My fallen pieces lie here in wait
They all are seeking their fate
She smashed me to bits
With one of those hits
I can’t stand to see
What you’ve done to me
Can anyone put me together?
I need true emotions
I fear the lies
Your emotions were true
But I couldn’t tell
I need true emotions
We have our ups and downs
“I love you” came out of the blue
My soul is stuck in hell
I need true emotions
Your voice brought me back
My thick head, you broke through
I was a mere shell
I need true emotions
You were always there
I just want to talk to you
My heart slowly fell
What would you do if I said it?
Because I feel it
“I love you”
You hesitate
What would I do if you said it?
I don’t know if you feel it too
Do you?
You said it
Why don’t I feel sure?
I feel it and I trust you
But do you really love me?
I freeze
Why can’t we react?
If we do trust each other,
Why can’t we just be?
We’re together now
He pushed you away
I pulled you in
You say you love me
I know I love you
You attempt to push me away
I hold on
You can’t keep me away
You say that I’m no different
That I’m the same as him
You still push me further
I want to stay with you
I can’t get closer to you,
If you won’t let me
I’m alone without you
You’re alone even with me
You say your heart is in my hands
You stole my heart
I can’t get it back
I don’t want it back
My heart is yours
If you don’t trust me
I don’t want to be with you
I trust you fully
Can you do the same, for me?
Don’t tell me this is just some game.
I trust you,
Even when you don’t trust yourself
I have no reason behind it
But I do
I’m just drawn to you
I just want you to be happy
Even if I’m not
I just want you to see
That I am just me
I’m not him
Carefully I hand you my soul
And you hand me yours
Was this always our goal?
I think about you and my heart soars
I break away from you
Shrouded in dark
But I never meant to
You are my ark
The light shines in your eyes
You kiss me and we fly to the skies
When it’s over a part of me dies
We are intertwined
Our souls are aligned
Which one’s yours and which is mine?
Does it matter?
And then… I shatter
Who did this?
Is there something amiss?
My soul falling into an abyss
Blinded by the break
Awestruck unable to take…
A breath
Left with only cruel, cruel death
Locked in the Dark
Trapped in the mouth of the shark
Silent as silent can be
Nothing around that I can see
Suddenly a blinding light
My eyes struggle and lose the fight
Totally blind
Nothing at all I can find
The light has scorned me
No one could have warned me
It says what you feel
How you think
What you do
What you wish you could
But what does it steal?
It always makes my soul sink
I heard it and my heart flew
Do you think I should?
Repeating the song
Over and over, again and again
I can’t take it
My thoughts take a turn for the wrong
I refrain…
But the replay button I hit
Music the thing that sustains me
My sliver of life
Hear my plea
My only strife
Forgive
But never forget
Don’t beat yourself up because of me.
Memories are demons of the mind
They keep you in there spell
I feel that I’ve gone blind
Why am I here in my personal hell?
I wish I could push rewind
I’m lying here in a secluded cell
You used to be so kind
The only story left to tell
I thought our souls were intertwined
You left me in sorrowful hell
You don’t even mind
Your last words of farewell
My soul you start to grind
Into the pit of death I fell
Sadly left behind
I hit the gravel
Thought we were aligned
“Go to hell” is all you yell
I am left behind
Now I am a mere shell
Lost means exploring
Finding wonder
Seeing the splendor
I found something I wouldn’t expect
I love to be lost
I’m lost in you
I’m still exploring what makes you, you
Your heart is the wonder
Your mind is the splendor
I found, that I love you
I love to be lost, in you
Everything’s gone
What in gods name went wrong?
The tedium of life continues on
The cost of my soul has been drawn
I’m tapped
Sapped
My life is gone
I’m just a pawn
She said we’d be together
I didn’t expect forever
But over now?
How?
Separate
Desperate
I’ve given up everything for her
I was surely, sure
Now she’s gone
I was her pawn
Now she is gone
I’m all alone
Separate
You left me alone tonight
I sat in the moonlight
All alone
Try to call you on your phone
Silence
Continuous ringing
Like the demons singing
Of my demise
I watch the spirits rise
Silence
My soul turned to ash
I feel the heat of the devils lash
I can feel you ignore me
That’s all I can see
Silence
It’s not just you who does it
Everyone does it
I’m "just like him"
Whoever he may be
I’m a similar guy
Just like the rest
Only difference is,
I love you
I’m the one who tries to stand out
In a pile of “hims”
I’m a generic brand of guys
But I set myself apart
By being the only one who can truthfully say “I love you”
I’m labeled as being just like him
I’m lucky if you say “he’s just like you”
Why should I be different?
I try to change for you
But no matter what, I’m exactly the same as him
I’ll never be, one of a kind
I’m the same as everyone
I try to go unnoticed
But when it comes to you
I want you to see me
I have feelings like everyone else
I am a generic person
A stereotypical “lover boy”
But, I do know one thing…
I am me.
I see you there
Sitting Away
You’re great
The best
I see you there
I want to talk with you all day
I met you because of fate
You beat the rest
You’re my best friend
I want to keep it that way
Although I met you too late
And now you’re stressed
Now you say you wish we never met
Why?
What put you into this state?
You think I’m a pest?
I can’t take it
Half the time we complain and say we want to die
Do you want to start with a clean slate?
Is our friendship some kind of a jest?
I don’t think you would fake it
I’m in tears, about to cry
Is this friendship something you hate?
When I met you I thought I was blessed
Now I’m hurt
Do you want our closeness to die?
What did I do for you to retaliate?
Now I feel you’re stress
I feel like dirt
*Sigh*
How did this initiate?
Are these feelings just repressed?
I can’t say anymore
Nothing left to say
Our friend ship’s something you obviously don’t adore
I can only pray
…
The happiness doesn’t last
Not for any fault of yours
I just know
I’m not supposed to be happy
It’s my fault
It has nothing to do with you
I just know
I’m supposed to suffer
I can’t be cheerful
No matter what you do
I just know
I can’t stay this way
That empty feeling inside
You can feel it
It grows slowly at first
Over time it gets bigger
Steadily it takes control
You lose yourself
No emotion
Not empty though
Just a shell
It spreads its curse
It’s impossible to reverse
The hate is building
Sucks your soul
Hollow now
That’s its toll
Your spirit gone
The darkness is here
What went wrong?
Everyone else is left in fear
What will happen…?
Empty
Ice cold to the touch
Do you really mean that much?
Of course
Sadly, I’m left with remorse
I look up and see you there
Do you even care?
I can’t tell
In my own personal hell
A frozen one
Where I am the only one you shun
Icy is this land
All of which you command
I can’t escape this place
All I see is your face
I’m unsure
Together we are pure
