Lighthouse

Held back
From the brink of that looming darkness
I so desire
Why must you be here behind me
Holding me back
I held you both here for so long
Trying myself to find a brighter light
A light I thought would bring me hope
I found some light
But I was beyond hope
And now I'm a soul-less person
This lamp-post can't keep me here much more
To keep me here anymore
I'm held in the lights' radius
By both of you
Tethered to a lamp-post
I need a lighthouse to save me now
Where is the light that I need so?
Why can't my soul become a lighthouse for us all?