Fickle Heartless

My heart jumps
From person to person

With each new un-proclaimed love,
I lose a piece

"I'll give you a part"

"You too"

"Would you like one?"

My mind leaps from one thought,
A thought of the future

To another
Some are brighter than others

I can imagine
Being close to you,
But I can imagine being close to him, or even her.

I can imagine so many things
Why can't I just choose

Why did God leave me here
With a million choices

Why did God choose
To keep me un-opinionated

If there is a God
He is a fickle God

God left me here
With such a fickle heart

But sometimes,
I feel like I can't love another

I feel
So heartless