Get Creative.

A wordless song stuck in my head.
No notes played,
No lyrics written,
A blank music sheet.

A blank image frozen in mind.
No strokes of a brush,
Not even a line of a pencil.
A blank canvas.

The perfect picture, an empty photo.
Not a shot,
The camera is left untouched.
Empty filmstrips.

Start composing,
Sing to your hearts content.
Start drawing,
Paint until you have what you envisioned.
Take a photograph from every angle you can think of,
Get the perfect shot.
Because if you don't do these things, who will?

"family"

Father - you think you're perfect when in fact you're a terrible, rude and hateful person.
Mother - You act like nothing's going on, nothing's wrong, when really your son hates his life and prays for death to take him.
Younger Sister - You whine and complain getting others yelled at.
Youngest Sister - You're spoiled as hell and you are treated like you're perfect.
And then there's me, the accident. I get blamed for most everything, sometimes rightfully so, but often not. I'm done with all of you. Have fun with this "family."

Just Us

I'm not mad at you...
Not really anyways.
I'm mad because..
Well we can never escape and be alone
We're always around people that i don't care for
People who shall remain nameless
Not because I care if they see this,
But because I don't care for them.
All I want is to be alone with you and our true friends...
The ones we can just talk and laugh with.
Just Our Group..
And I want it to remain it's small self.
Just us.
The ones I know I can trust.

What I Want

What do I really want?
I couldn't tell you
You all tell me that I should show emotions.
But I've been told that that's wrong.
All my life I've shown nothing.
Now everyone wants me to change.
Well that's not what I want.
I'm MEANT to be alone.
It's not what I want.
But I'm supposed to be alone.
So leave me while you still can.

Six Months -So Far-

I've loved it all,
It all started when I kissed your cheek.
I knew that it was you I wanted to spend every day of every week
Everyday before then I would sit and think,
Wondering how you felt, what you wanted and what I could do to win your heart,
But I realized I didn't want to win or to lose…
I wanted you to choose
What you really wanted,
Whether it be me or another who could make you happy
And now,
We're both cheerful
We love each other.
We only need one another.

The Days Go By

Every second counts
I count down the minutes till I can see you every morning.
During the hours of night I dream of you,
My love grows with each passing day.
The thoughts of you grow in intensity with every week that goes by.
Each month we get closer and closer.
And when the years start to roll by,
We can be together,
Always

Love is...

Some say love is a razor that leaves the soul to bleed
I say that love is a flower that creates many new seeds
One love brings more,
Like a sapling may bring a forest

Some say love is a hunger, an endlessly aching need
I say that love is a power that gives strength of armies,
To mere man
To win the terrible battle and see his love again

Some say love is a forceful river, which drowns the tender reed,
I say that love is the sunlight that brings life to the earth
The light empowers the greenery to spring forth from the ground
To bring the air that the creatures breathe

Love is in the eye of the beholder
My eyes must be blessed,
For I see perfection,
I love you

You're Just a Parasite

We just ignore all your lies,
See right through your disguise
Give us a reason to listen,
A reason to show you any kindness
When you act so mindless
You don’t give a damn who gets hurt,
Treat everyone like dirt
Why?
Why should we listen to you?
Because that’s all that you can do
You spread rumors,
Either change, or go away
We have no need for you to stay
So please,
Just leave us,
Quit trying to please us.
Your lies have no effect,
All you are is a slight defect
We can make do,
Without someone like you
Hell, we never needed you
You’re just a parasite to us
So we don’t bother to make a fuss
But now we’re getting rid of this flea
So just flee,
Flee to someone who cares,
Because we don’t.

Shaken Up

You bottled everything up
Now wait for the explosion
Everyone is on your nerves
The anger rising, like never before
Either you let it all out
Or you’re going to explode
Spill your insides to everyone
Or keep it all inside
Either way,
Eventually you’ll snap
It would have been better to let it all out
But now, you only have this choice
Explode now, or later?

Living In the Music

There is no afterlife as far as I can see
Because heaven is right here,
On Earth
You’re right in front of me
My arms wrapped around you, tightly
Swaying gently to the music
Right where I wanted to be
Right here and you’re with me

I don’t care what hardships I have to suffer the next day,
Because we’re living here and now,
Living in the music
Gazing into your eyes, lovingly
Singing to each other
Right here,
Just you and me

I’d suffer through hell to be with you,
Just to see you once more,
Dying to see you
Giving you just one last kiss, departing
But never losing each other
Together,
Always
The music keeps us alive and together.